Sunday, July 20, 2014

I Guess It Has Lost Its Zing

I have lost my desire to blog. What in the heck is wrong with me? Maybe too many things to try and figure out right now.

Where to move and why to move there - that decision is coming up quickly.

Aftyn - she's 5 and needs to socialize more with her peers. How??

I need to spend more time with my scriptures and prayer - When?

I need to continue to balance the time to eat right and exercise
    and keep myself motivated to do so.

What in the world am I supposed to be doing right now with other relationships
that aren't where I feel they should be?

I'm not by any means desperately seeking a fix for all these things now, just struggling with how
to balance it all and my family's needs and my own needs and everything.

On the bright side, this happened today in Primary:
(By the way, I'm a Sunbeam teacher. That's why I was there.)

Bishopric Member: "The Holy Ghost speaks in whispers to us. Does anyone have an example of when the Holy Ghost has whispered to them?"

Aftyn raises her hand. Cue me looking curious and nervous as to what this outcome could be.

Bishopric member: "Go ahead and tell us what happened Aftyn".

Aftyn: "I was sleeping and when I woke up I couldn't find my unicorn. So I said a prayer."

Primary President: "And what happened?"

Aftyn: "The Holy Ghost told me it was under my sisters bed and I looked there and found it."

Cue me looking on with tears in my eyes and a feeling of peace in my heart.


Yes folks, life might be full of questions but in that moment today

 I knew we were doing something right.

2 comments:

just a random genius said...

Awwww, sweet experience from Aftyn. The Sunbeams in my class would have responded with something like, "I have to go to the bathroom!"

Kam said...

Sweet Aftyn. She has such a sweet, good way about her. It's always interesting to me when I think my kids might be "too little" to "get it." Then I realize, they ARE "getting it" and HAVE been for a long time!! Blessings from the Lord, huh? for her, and for YOU!

As for the other bits, about finding balance, answering the BIGGER questions in life... That's always tough stuff, eh?! I hope you find the answers you need for your every-day peace of mind. And, hopefully, the rest will start to take care of itself.